.October 9, 2005 ' 21:00 Y
hey mortals!! told you i'll be back to update about today.. haha. so here i am. on the bed with my eyes half open but cant seem to fall asleep.
SO after i left, i went to tampines to meet sarah and janan. they couldnt find mee!! haha because i was hiding behind a big Big pillar. hehe. i thought they havnt had their lunch so i went to tampines pei them eat uh. but i didnt eat. neither did they cuz janan didnt want to eat and sarah had her sandwhich.. wow!! and i went to tampines just to play hide and seek. ok. so after that we left tampines and janan went home cuz he wants to sleep. *pig!* hahah we took 21 and went to ziyang's house to get towel because sarah forgot to bring her towel and he was the only human being staying near downtown. after getting the towel and stuff we flew to downtown and started swimming around 3 plus plus 4?? tann and stuff.. i cannot get darker!!! i can only get redder not darker. hehe.. funn. when we finish swimming it was already time to have my dinner. so i went home and sarah went to tampines to meet her SOMEONE.. haha. haii today was fun. how i wish whatever we talked about would come true. i wish upon the stars** tonight. missed those days. and now we can start anew. a new beginnig and sweet endings.. nope. no bitter endings. sweet ones. sweet memorable ones. and now.. i have to worry about tomorrow. tommorow would be english and mother tounge paper 1. good luck for the finals mortals!!! till the next entry so long & goodnight.
I’ve got another confession to makeI’m your foolEveryone’s got their chains to breakHoldin’ you
Were you born to resist or be abused?Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Are you gone and onto someone new?I needed somewhere to hang my headWithout your nooseYou gave me something that I didn’t haveBut had no useI was too weak to give inToo strong to loseMy heart is under arrest againBut I break looseMy head is giving me life or deathBut I can’t chooseI swear I’ll never give inI refuse
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?Has someone taken your faith?Its real, the pain you feelYou trust, you mustConfessIs someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
i love you. i heart you. i miss you. i need you. so long & goodnight. </3